"Mama knows best""

Son. Of. A. Bitch.

Even though I said I wasn't gonna let everyone get to me, I did tonight.
I was a flippin mess earlier. I was cryin' and just frustrated with everything.
I was talkin' to mom and she completely called me out on everything.
She's like, "You love him...You can't lie to me"

Damn it.

I was doin' damn good lying to myself about it...Until she pointed out how true it was.
I was so scared to admit it, I was scared everyone was gonna be like "It's way too soon"
Mom said "You can't rush your heart and you can't slow it down either...It's got a mind of it's own"

That's so true...

And I was too busy worrying about everyone else and it getting messed up that I couldn't see that...But honestly...I've been so scared to say it but....I do love him.
And I told him that tonight...He told me he was worried when I told him last night that I wanted to slow down, he was worried that I was trying to "Break up" with him...

But you know what...As of tonight...
I for real don't give a shit what certian people think.
He wants to prove them wrong about all the doubts....So do I.

Oh my god.
He loves me.
Like, for real....
And...
I love him....
Is this even real??
I hope so =)

- Brandi <3