"I set out on a narrow way many years ago..."

"Hoping I would find true love along the broken road"

I was so afraid to fall for him...I was so afraid to get attached.
I was so afraid of him not being sincere...I was so afraid of him just wanting a piece of ass...
I was so afraid I was going to get hurt...I was so afraid it was going to be like all the other times...

But he so proved me wrong...

He is sincere...He doesn't just want a piece of ass...
This isn't like all the other times...

A lot of people say that good things come to those who wait...I waited, no, no...I gave up.
When I met him the farthest thing from my mind was finding someone...I wasn't thinking about a boyfriend, I had just held my hands up in surrender and said "Oh well, if it happens, it happens" and then here come this amazing guy into my life who turns out to be so far from my "type" yet so perfect in my eyes...

He doesn't want to rush things, he respects me, he's incredibly sweet, he put up with everybody's crap at Perry, he calls and texts me all the time, he is putting so much effort into this, and it's so weird to me...It's so weird to have this amazing guy interested in me...
It's so weird to be called "Beautiful" and "amazing" on a daily basis...

He jokes about me getting spoiled to his sweetness...I secretly think, there's no way after all the assholes I've been with I would ever take that for granted...

And, I'm not trying to say he's perfect...
He's not, he's told me he's not...He has his ex-fiance's name tattooed across his stomach, he smoked cigarettes (He quit though...Said he didn't want me to have to kiss him and him taste like cigarettes ^_^) he's jealous, he's insecure, he's not so sure of himself, and oh my god, I just got a reminder tonight of how much a guy he really is lol...Currently he's playing a video game in between texting me lol....But that's fine with me...Oddly enough, knowing all that I still feel exactly the same about him...I still miss him and can't wait to see him again...I'm still excited about us talking more and becoming closer and closer...

That makes it real right?
He says you like someone for their perfections you love them for their imperfections =)

I can't wait to see where this goes....Maybe, just maybe it'll turn out good this time.

- Brandi <3